I am flustered everytime I see you
I am happy just to see you
I know you may not be mine
But deep in me I just want to deny and ignore it
I want to chill out until I have no excuse to see you
I like the way you say my name out loud
Maybe you just being friendly
But I don't take it the same way
Because I like you

.:a moment:.

google images - misty mountain village

as i lay down one evening...
with a bright yellow light splash on my face..
i feel warm...

i see kids running...
they laugh with joy... no worries...
yea kids... they enjoy every single moment the went through...
they laugh out-loud and cry as much as they want once they feels to...

the old days past me by that evening...
i see me... family... friends...
and some people i used to know...
but i don't remember...

i smile to myself...
i used to have a bright smile...
i used to cry dead-fully until i swallon my eyes...
i used to be a good girl...
i used to be naughty...
i used to help people who needed the most...
i used to ignore people...
i used to warm people heart... and i used to broke them...

but... everything now is a history...
a history of me... which only me could understand...

i don't have to cry or frown for the whole of mylife for the sad story happened isn't it?...

i should keep on walking... keep on travel & discover this world... there a huge treasure hidden... there are countless lesson to be learn...

i praise to Allah for what was happen...
thanks for everything happen to me...
Alhamdulillah...

p/s:... it is shock once you lost the things by the time when you need it the most... may Allah guide us to the right path...

a day out wif Miss Liz Taylor...

aaaaaahhhhhhh....... penat tooool harini jenjalan... sakit kaki makcik ni nak.. hohohoo~~~~.... (+.+) ... penat-penat pun... gagahkan jugak buat entry nih... hahaha... sebab.. sebab ape eh...?... sebab nk kecoh ngan korang-korang punya pasal.. wakakak.... :D 

(macam korang heran sangat ape i buat... an an an... - tulipzlover owner is now tangkap perasan der.... sila muntah... wuekkk!) --->ooopsss!... hati-hati... make sure lappy or desktop or iPad korang kalis muntah... eh.. (^_^)???

location : megamall midvalley

time: 9.30 am... 11.00am... errr..  due to overslept... hohoho

transportation: public transport - rapidKL U69

charge: RM2.50 - sehala beb... dua hala darab dua beb... cm ni.. RM2.50 x 2 = RM5.00

 (harga ni di-charge dari Putra Perdana - umah sewa i... ke Megamall Midvalley)

ok?.. pandai kira?... kalu tak pandai pakai calculator... kalu calculator korang buat hal... suh adik korang kira.. kalu takde adik.. (~.~)??? (suh parents korg buat adik) ... errr.. sorry-sorry.... over arr tu kn kn kn... :)

partner???... of course la i jenjalan ngan Miss Liz Taylor... hohoho.. this weekend tinggal we all berdua jew... yang len??... balik kampung... sob sob sob... (T_T)??? .. sape Miss Liz Taylor??.. housemate i lorr... :) ekceli.. last friday (18-Mac-2011) beday MLT... so harini.. gi la jenjalan temankan Miss Liz Taylor ke midvalley.. MLT sesangat suka lepak kat kedai buku.... so kitorang lepak kt MPH... adeeehhh.. i ni dah susah hati tao.... WHY?.. you ols tanya i WHY??... (T_T)??... sebab kalu masuk jew kedai buku.. mesti duit i makin sikit... hahaha.... suka beli buku.. bacenyer... delay selalu... muahahhaa... gelak guling-guling... :P

process yang berlaku...

INPUT --> PROCESS --> OUTPUT

INPUT = i and duit-duit i;

PROCESS = mengskodeng buku-buku kat dalam MPH;

OUTPUT = ....;

tengok ni... output dari melepak kat MPH:...

dua buku tulis.. satu buku citer klasik omputeh.. :)

tahu i habis brapa ringgit malaysia?... RM48.40 ... hohoho.... banyak tak banyak tak...?... tak banyak??.. udah le tu... habis da duit poket ak untuk seminggu.. :P .. zhiexi is now saving... (^_^)???

pastu kn... otw nak balik tu kan.. ter-nampak la BR... mula-mula buat-buat tak nampak... pastu makin lama makin dekat.. terus ter-nampak and ter-beli pulak.... hohohoh.....(^o^)???

first time rase.... hehehe...

tagline BR... we dip, you drip... :D

p/s:.. first-first sampai.. we ols isi perut dulu... kasi perut duk diam.. kalu tak die kaco susah nk lepak-lepak... pastu.. gi mintak restu ngan Allah dulu... (solat zohor)... yang wajib didahulukan.. ye dok??.. yer doh.... (^_^)??? 

ermm... ape lagi eh... owh!... almost forgot... MLT belanja i makan tako-chicken cheese.... Japanese food... first time jugak makan.... best.... ermm...pastu...pastu... kitorg bawak balik bekal roti... murah-murah roti... giler arr... nk pilih roti pun jadi rambang mate beb... last2 beli 2 jer... hahaha....

*** Miss Liz Taylor (MLT) is Miss Norhasliza Yaacob... sape-sape yang kenal, she is your sister beb... haha.. since she don't have any social network link.. i can't make any hyperlink.. ok.. sorry for that.... neway.. tengs for reading.... :D

Dying...

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Simple Plan - Welcome to my life

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Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

 
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over

 
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

so what if i'm different...

p/s: zhiexi is listening to the music....

undefined... it was just a bla bla bla...

tomato could help you to have a kacak skin..

chaos in silent...

butterfly enjoying the stomach scene... grrr...
when the night.. didn't seem to be dark...
when the sunlight is just like single lonely candle...

load balancing which is never know when to stop balancing...
when a kind people is claim to be so mercy...
when innocent is hurting people with their words purposely...

ping....~~~ ...
everything has been reveal-off...
it was an attack... and no-one realize...
in a blink of an eyes... everything was ignored.. just like that...

the clouds of saying... in the air.... crush... and gone..
with no words... they got chemistry... that's what they claimed...
how long it will last?... they don't have any idea either... we'll see...

having something to share...
but it's not shared... just keep it for their own sake...
do they really like to sell a fish?... then have fun with it...
as long as you can... please... have it all!!!...

thinking deep down in the dark blue ocean...
i'm drowning... drown drowning deep deeper...
it feels like.. finally i got my own room...
and no-one in here... i'm all alone now...
lonely...? fear...? helpless...? bored...? relief...?
happy...? satisfied..? ... urrrgghhh~~~

i just can't take-out any one of them... what a 'papersheet'!

p/s:... it was 2:23AM... and i just feel like want to boost-out the words inside... zhiexi-inside... hohoho... ermm.. well zhiexi seems to have conflicts among her neurons... tired.. guess so...(^o^)???... err... and about to enchant...zZzZzZz... see you there... :P

entry untuk sek-sek sengkong yg tengah LI & sape-sape yg terase... :P

Allo... (^_^)???

korang-korang yang kerja kat dalam opis... ak ade tipz sihat... 

biasanyer kalu dalam opis, korang-korang duduk jer memanjang kan?.. mesti kebas punggung... hehehe... siap air-cond depan muka lagi... perghh... gigil~~~..... (~.~)???...

pintu ak pinjam ngan uncle google... :)

so, kalu ade orang tekan loceng.. i mean, ada visitor or ade orang nak masuk opis... ape kate korang volunteer gi bukakkan pintu... (^_^)??.. buley la jalan-jalan sikit... exercise kaki... kn kn kn... 

erm.. tepon opis ak bukan cm gini... haha..

then, lagi satu... kalu ade in-coming call... korang volunteer lah gi jawab phone-call tu.. hehe.. exercise mulut & suara... sebab dlm opis... tak bercakap sangt.. konon-konon kusyhuk buat keja... plus... exercise kaki jugak.. hehee....

pandai atok ni berlakon sakit...

dua tips untuk harini... giler berkesan untuk hilangkn ngantuk... plus.. bule elak sakit pinggang sebab terlebey duduk... hehe.. ak da cuba.. pastu.. da mula rasa seronok... gi tekan 'exit' bukak pintu & jawab phone-call.... hohohohoho

sesuai tak utk 'utamakan kesihatan'??.. :P

p/s:... (^_^) ... rambling edisi march... harini 2nd march... beday aqela amer nordin... sape?.. member ak lah.. hohoh.. nak kenal?.. sila kelik kat nama die.. :D

tipz chantek...

sape nk cantik?.. sila baca ape yg zhiexi nk bgtao smpai hbis... ('',)?? sanggup ker??... lols..

ahaks!... korg-korg yg bace entry ni mesti rasa tak cantik or tak cukup cantik kn?.. (x_o)??.. haha.. same lah... penulis entry pun rase tak cantik jugak.. sebab tu die tegar nk post entry macam gini.. hohoho...

cantikkn...hmmm

wei.. tak baek tao.. sape cakap korg-korg plus ak si penulis ni tak cantik?.. (xde sape-sape yg ckp pown.. sendiri yg rase... grrr)... ade phrase omputeh kate.. "beauty lies in the eyes of beholder" .. cewah!... hahaa...

enough is enough...haish~~~ main point ak is to share tips cantik ngan korg-korg.. (^_^)??.. baek hati tak ak?.. pewittt~~~... >.< .... malu plak rase... hohoho

ini tips cantik remix tao..:

tc1: orang kate kalu nk hilangkn parut kat muka (bekas2 luka).. tenyeh muka dengan kunyit... hahaa.. kuning la muka hampa pasni... tp elok.. seyes cakap ni... lebih afdal... korg-korg tenyeh kunyit tu kt muka waktu mlm... time nk tido, then esok pagi... make sure korg-korg cuci muka bersih2 tao... kalu tak.. kuning la muka... :D ... kene buat bnyk kali, baru berhasil... ok next...

kunyit keluaran google...

tc2: nih tips pasal kunyit jugak... minum air kunyit baek utk luka dalaman... minum macam minum ubat la kn... bukan suruh minum macam minum air sirap limau... adoooi.... :P lagi elok air kunyit tu korg-korg buat sendiri.. blend ubi kunyit tu... pastu tapis amik airnye... then sejukan dalam peti ais.. kalu minum sejuk2 takde rase sangat rasa kunyit tu... tp jgn la plak korg-korg taruk ais...hahaa.. kang ubat jadi racun plak.. susah den nnti.. hehehe.. pastu... insyaAllah.. kulit korg berseri-seri... awet muda gitu... korg.. air kunyit tu panas, so kalu badan korg tak tahan... utk percubaan pertama... cuba amalkan seminggu sekali... then sehari sekali... ok?.. ok.. good...

mineral water jenama google...

tc3: nak lagi cantik?.. korg-korg kene minum banyak air... sebabnyer.. kalu korg-korg kurang minum air nnt kulit korg kering...dehidrasi.. macam-macam sakit plak yang datang jenguk... air(H2O) membantu dalam melembabkan kulit... lagi satu.. lagi bnyk korg minum lagi bnyk korg buang air, lagi banyak korang berpeluh ye tak?... GONG!~~... sistem perkumuhan korang berjalan lancar.. kan ke bgus.. buang toksin dari badan... (^_^) ...so korang akan nmpk segar dan muda... kulit kering kan nmpk tua.. kn kn kn... :D

pinjam dr google...

tc4: korg.. kalu korg-korg nak maintain body cantik, muka awet muda... korg kena put some effort utk bersenam... :D although korang malas tahap koala... (same la ak ni pun..uhukuhuk...).. joget dalam rumah/bilik pun jadilah... biar berpeluh, otot-otot dan lemak-lemak berlebihan tu biar kasi gegar sikit... nk body cantik tak?.. hah.. buat!... :)

tc5: korg-korg mesti suka kn preservative food?.. sebenarnya kn.. tak elok... (ak pun layan jgk junk-food tu....hohoo) ... instead of korg amik mknan yg preservative... ce try fresh fruits... hah!.... lagi yummy!!! kn kn kn ... bnyk serat... baek untuk kesihatan... badan sihat lagi cantik!!!..wah!!!... tak ke gitu korg-korg???..

ak bg contoh banana:

lepas korang makan pisang, kulitnyer korg-korg jgn buang dulu.. korang sental muka korg dengan kulit pisang tu.. :D ..haha... ingat ak maen-maen ker?... btol2 nih.. sental seluruh muka.. pastu biar kering, then bilas... :) ... tengok cermin.. segar tak?... wa.... cantiknyer die... wei... jgn try kulit durian tao.. naya ja satni... hohoho... (^_^)???

pisang tajaan google...

tc6: minum air halia utk buang angin.. kalu korg-korg minum air halia instant.. memang tak sedap... ak pun tak suka.. nih mai nk bgtau.. air halia fresh & sedap punya... halia tu.. ketuk-ketuk bg pecah sikit..(basuh bersih2 dulu tao.. jg kebersihan sama...('',)... )..pastu buh dalam cawan air panas... biar dia sejuk sikit.. agak-agak suam tu.. buley la minum... hahaa.. kentot-kentot la hampa pasni... :O .... tkyah nk mengada-ngada letak gula.. puk pale bru tao~~~... hohoho... 

segar dr ladang google...

tc7: tips ni.. hari-hari kita buat... amik wudhu' (muslim only) ... lima kali sehari plak tu... air wudhu' yg kita ambil tu utk bersihkan diri dari kotoran... wudhu' yg betul boley buat wajah kita berseri-seri penuh keimanan, badan plak rasa segar jer... (tp ingt.. jgan salah niat masa berwudhu'... jgn amik wudhu' sebab nk muka cantik.. setting balik niat betol2.. jgn smpai menyesal kt akhirat plak eh... :) .. pandai...

tc8: apa?.. skip nasi?.. TOT!.. salah... nasi tu mkn ja cam besa.. ok?... korg kene take-note ngan lauk-pauk korg tu... (ak pun kene take-note nih...hixhixhix...) ... ape kate korg lebeykan mkn sup, sayur air, kukus, stim, bakar... salai.. wa.. terliur plak ak... huhuu... lapor kowt... (^_^)??

 

ak bg contoh menu:

sup ikan, ikan singgang, ikan bakar, sayur air bayam, ayam kukus, sup daging & DLL... korg cari la kt search engine korg... melambak-lambak resepi mknan sihat... :D

fresh lagi dari dapur google....

krokkkkk!... aiyak... tulis pasal menu perut ak da bunyi... lapor la plak....glup! ... wa... ak chow dulu.. nnt ak sambung post entry laen plak eh... (^_^) ... semoga cantiklah korang lepas baca entry ak nih... hehehe...

 

.:SELAMAT MENCANTIK-KAN DIRI!!!.... (^o^)??? :.

p/s:.. kalu korg tak cantik-cantik jugak lepas try sume tips-tips yg ak syorkan tu...ermm... baek korg gi jumpa pakar kecantikan.. sebab ak amtur jew.. hohoho.. :P

...ak pandai bgtao jer...buat tak pandai.... :P .. hohoho...

5 Simple Blogging Tips To Earn Respect

As Salam.
I accidently crush through this Dezine Weblog... they are talking about tips to earn some respect from both readers and other bloggers and its quite goooooooood...(^o^)??? Hence, from the 'slice of kek batik'... i would like to share it you! ahaks! :D

Below are the lists of 5 simple blogging tips that you can follow to earn respect.

1. Always give credit to the original author(s)

When you are posting about something that you read on other blog / site then you must give credit to the original author. If you are not giving credit it means you are silently claiming to be the author of the topic and it is a lie, you are simply lying to your readers – don’t expect any respect then.

2. Do not hide original author’s link

Even if you are giving link to the original author you should not hide it somewhere in the content by using the normal text color that it cannot be identified easily.

3. Do not watermark images

Watermarking images with your website URL to promote your site is very cheap act and never appreciated. There are other decent and acceptable ways to promote your site.

If you are watermarking to stop images stealing then just enable Hotlink Protection option on your server. Only original photographers and designers can watermark their images.

4. Do not leach other’s bandwidth

If you are using images for your blog you must host them on your own server. Hotlink images from other sites is illegal.

5. Always give some references

It is a professional way of blogging to give reference links to your readers where they can find more detailed information about your topic. If you don’t give reference links you are stopping your readers to find more about the topic and your readers will have to find more information on some other site therefore they will not return to your blog again.

p/s: i dedicate this post special to all bloggers who stuck in the net... :) ... we just love the jamming on the net is it?... hahaha... (^o^)??

**it's not a compulsory to follow the guide... hehehe... it's all about you yourself to decide.
***if you have some sense of humanity and love... please spread this others...

create using Gimp + Gnome... hohoho!.. :)

"SALAM" or "AS SALAM"...???

JANGAN GUNAKAN PERKATAAN "SALAM"

بِسْــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

اَلسَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

SIAPA YANG MENGGUNAKAN PERKATAAN "SALAM"? apakah maksud disebaliknya??

Maka berpalinglah (hai Muhammad) dari mereka dan katakanlah:"Salam (selamat tinggal)".

Kelak mereka akan mengetahui (nasib mereka yangburuk). (QS. 43:89)

baik gunakan...ASSALAMUALAIKUM atau ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAH HIWABARAKATUH...

Ilmu utk dikongsi bersama. Sekadar peringatan untuk semua rakan-rakan muslim yang lain.

Pagi semalam saya dengar radio ikim (91.50 fm). Ustaz Zawawi ada cerita tentang sunnah Rasulallah s.a.w. Antara yang dibincangkannya ialah tentang bab cara memberi salam.

Menurut ustaz Zawawi Yusof, Baginda SAW memberi salam dengan lafaz“Assalamualaikum” dan menjawab salam dari para sahabat baginda dengan salam yang lengkap iaitu “Waalaikumussalam warahmatulallahhi wabarakatuh”

Ringkasnya, baginda SAW akan ;Beri salam dengan ucapan - “Assalamualaikum” dan…Jawab salam - “Waalaikumussalam warahmatulallahi wabarakatuh”

Lagi satu, perlu diingatkan juga semasa menjawab salam, saya dengar ramai orang jawab salam dengan ucapan yang tidak tepat.

Jawab salam yang betul ialah ;

“WAALAI KUMUS SALAM”dan bukannya yang selalu saya dengar iaitu ;

“WAALAI KUM SALAM”

Apabila kita ingin berkirim salam pada orang lain, hendaklah kita berkata

“Kirim salam, assalamualaikum pada ASHREE ye” contoh lerr…Dan bukannya : “Kirim salam kat ASHREE yer”

Dan jangan pula memandai-mandai tambah perkataan seperti ” Ko tolong kirim salam maut kat dia yer“.

Statement ini walaupun dalam nada bergurau, tapi ia adalah menyalahi syariat dan berdosa, walaupun sekadar gurauan!

Selain itu, janganlah kita menggantikan perkataan “Assalamualaikum” dengan“A’kum” dalam sms atau apa sekalipun melalui tulisan.

Jika perkataan “Assalamualaikum” itu panjang, maka hendaklah kita ganti dengan perkataan “As Salam” yang membawa maksud sama dengan “Assalamualaikum”.

Sesama lah kita memberitahu member-member yang selalu sangat guna shortform“A’kum” dalam sms ataupun email. Perkataan ‘AKUM‘ adalah gelaran untuk orang-orang Yahudi untuk orang-orang bukan yahudi yang bermaksud‘BINATANG‘ dalam Bahasa Ibrani.

Ia singkatan daripada perkataan ‘Avde Kokhavim U Mazzalot’ yang bermaksud ‘HAMBA-HAMBA BINATANG DAN ORANG-ORANG SESAT‘.

Jadi, mulai sekarang jika ada orang hantar shortform “A’kum“, kita ingatkan dia guna “As Salam” kerana salam ialah dari perkataan “Assalamualaikum“.

* Jangan guna “Bye” kerana“Bye” adalah jarum sulit Kristian yang bermaksud “Di Bawah Naungan Pope.”

* Jangan guna “A’kum” kerana“A’kum” bermaksud “Binatang” dalam bahasa Yahudi.

* Jangan guna “Semekom” kerana“Semekom”bermaksud “Celaka Kamu.”Gunakan perkataan “ As Salam” sebagai singkatan bagi“Assalammualaikum.”

Tolong tag kepada umat Islam yang lain , untuk elakkan diri daripada membuat dosa..

Sekian, semoga ada manfaatnya

By: Abdullah Spontan 

copy & paste from: ::Saje C0nteng*

 

sesama kite beringat... untuk kehidupan yang harmoni... dunia akhirat :)

bulb disorder...

Salam... :)

hey!.. its February!... yezzaa... as you realize.. (^_^)??? 

kim jae wook.. this man has nothing to-do with 'bulb disorder' ... hahha...

tonight... it's just about.. mmm... me and three others house-mate... we locked in the 'disco-club'... grr... not enough power supply, it keeps on off on off on off... (@_@)???... plus... the bulb problem(kitchen)... yet.. we still to pay a full-payment!!!... what on earth they think they are??!!... those 'scramble egg' last for a month!... since the day we step-in to the house.. they got on my nerves!!.. really!!... aigooo~~~... and now.. it seems to prolong for the next coming month..

be independent!!!.. haish~~.... do it your-self lah kn?... sure.. of course why not.. but the environment don't allow us to do so.. the ceiling is up-up to the sky... and us.??.. down-drowning to the ground... what to do?.. nothing could help... no ladder  no chair.. what a pity... hurmm... (^_^)???... 

owh!.. almost forgot to mention... my mom called just now.. i complaint to her.. do you have any idea what her reply will be??.. hehee... she said.. 

"four of you young lady.. go and buy those bulb, then ask for help from neighbour.. if no neighbour could lend their hand.. ask some help from a friend.. haish.. young lady now-days just couldn't even think how to solve household problem.. yet their education is up-up to the sky... along, you got me or not?.. make sure you  young lady buy the bulb tomorrow.. otherwise.. just keep staying in the dark with goose-bump!... ok.. i'm hang-up... Assalamualaikum.. nite.."

hahhaha... when a mother not fall-asleep yet at 12:30am.. :D (hey of course it's not in english... :) ... it's in bahasa ibunda... hehehe...)

(^_^)???.. actually i don't have to do this.. cause i'm not that tense... hahha... i enjoyed the dark.. i got my empty space so far... hehee... :) still... i hope this 'party of bulb disorder' will end soon.. a.s.a.p... (o_o)~~.. i think i got goose-bump... grrr~~~~~~~~ (~~_)???.. see you soon on the next entry... g.t.g...

p/s:.. i'll hit for a new entry by any chance soon... :) 

... psst...hey listen.. shh... try to put away any kind of phone or mobile or anything which allow your mother to make a call... hehehe... believe me.. you'll never want to have it at this kind of time... having someone nagging you around.. hahaha... okay!.. catch you later... nite then... :) ...zZzZz...

 

short but long...

Entry pendek yg tak berapa pendek…

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Salam. Morning readers… (morning  sebab masa ak menaip ni masih pagi… (^^)???)

In this short entry I just wanna say that “I AM SO SORRY”…  (^_^) …

Sorry for the words I use… it may break your heart, but I didn’t mean too…

Sorry for the bad vocabulary and grammar… although I learn both English & Bahasa Melayu since I was born… but it couldn’t help… :)

Sorry for being late when it comes to your birthday…

Sorry for being so rude… sometimes I don’t realize it was rude… poor me.. lack of knowledge.. hmmm

Sorry for not being a good friend… I know that i’m not good at anything…

Sorry for being too loud… I thought it could help bring-in a happy mood among us… but I was wrong…

Sorry for not being too friendly to your boyfriend … I just feel jealous maybe… he will take you away from me… hmmm…

Sorry for not always be there when you need the most… sometimes I miss the point how to read you…

Sorry for not being true to my feeling… I just don’t wanna to spoil our friendship… and I don’t wanna lose you as my friend…

Sorry for being nuts… it’s the only way I could forget my problem… and the only way I could be with you..

Sorry because I’m not the one who you can lean-on… because my shoulder is not always available for you…

Sorry because I’m not the one who you can trust… and I can’t force you to trust in me.. is it???.. :)

Sorry because i sign-up an account to create a blog... :) .. credit to yahoo.com & blogger.com

Sorry for all the entry posted… I just rambled it out.. most of it without thinking masak-masak… short minded  I guest… poor me… (--,)???

Sorry because you have to waste your time to read this.. and you got nothing to do with it…

Sorry because there is a link from your page to navigate me… :)

Sorry for this entry.. I promise to keep it short… but still you have to scroll-down…. (^_^)??

Sorry and Thanks for drop by… have a nice day.. may Allah bless you… (^_^) …

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cute is it???...

Kopi ‘o’ panas roti keping tuna mayonis…

Salam..

Alo alo my lovely readers… ak rasa statistk readers ak dah slightly down….~~GONG~~… (sape suruh buat entry bowsan kn… hohoho…(T_T)???)

Aiyak!.... but it’s ok…  as long as I’m alive.. I will write whatever I like.. (ape la yg ak merapu ni kn.. adoooii~~~(~.~)???)

Hey, I wanna tell you  guys…. This is FINAL_EXAM weeks for all UNiSZAs… so all the best guys!.... Gambate Kudasai!.... well… this is my last final exam too.. hopefully… insyaAllah.. hehee.. scary la juge~~~

Here is my exam schedule:

22/11/10 - 11.30-2.00 Data Mining [Othman 03]

24/11/10 - 11.30-2.00 Web Application Security [Aishah 08]

29/11/10 - 2.30-5.00 Special Topics [Dewan Al-Mukhtafibillah Shah]

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how was it???... rase jeles tak???... 3 subjects jer kn... wuhuhuhu... tp killer beb... sbb supersenior kn.. 3 subjects + final year project... = bule kiok~~~...erk!... die~~~...(#_#)!?

Is it necessary to mention the exam schedule here??... urghh!... (suka hati I lah.. blogger.com tak cakap pape pun)… hihihi…(>.<)???

I’m having a dinner now… pasni bukak nota data mining mari balajar guys yg berkaitan!... :P … nampak tak jadual exam ak tu ade function??... yeay! .. ermm…. Having a dinner while updating tulipzlover.blogspot.com with a new entry???..  wooww… a multitasking is happening here~~~…nge~~~… sape lgi nk puji diri sendiri kalu bukan diri sendiri…. Wakakaka..

Ok that’s it… I think I’m done. InsyaAllah… the new entry is about data mining… gong~~~… hopefully I can make it… ngehngehngeh…

ini bukan kopi 'o' roti keping tuna mayonis yer... (^^) ...

p/s: tak dpt nk amk gmbar meals dinner.. camera da takde... adik ak da amik... nk guna... final sem katenyer... wuaaaa~~~

Takmoangkat!

Salam readers!

We meet again today..hurmm…children… what is the day for today?... (teringat plak mase kecik2 pegi sekolah..pagi2 sebelum mula kelas mesti chekgu akan tanya soklan nih…readers ingat tak?.. ^^)… huhuu actually what I’m gonna share with you ols today is not about “THE GOOD OLD DAYs”…

It’is about “TAKMOANGKAT!”…huhuuhuh….a bit scary… I used to be friend with someone which I never met. Wowowo…wait… let me explain…it is not a blind date ok?... please…. :P …. (although I used to attend a blind date – it was when I’m in sekolah menengah ok.. ;p!... whatever…) … this guy introduced by one of my friend… actually i am not conformtable to be friend with someone who I never met before… uh.. berat hati la juge.. -_-!… but then, we keep on contact… I won't start any connection with him!.... of course!... tak caye u ols bule check my phone. No call out with his numbers accept call in. I bowsan whenever he called me… sorry to be frank… mau cair t*** telinga ak nih tahu tak?! …haish… dislike dislike… tapi borak nyer ntah pape… kejap-kejap… he sang a song & suddenly keep silent. What the heck is he trying to do?... I don’t have any clue, and no intention to think about it… whatever! And TODAY he is back!.... what a scary moment, while I reading on my journal for final year project – I got appointment with superviser tomorrow..ades... headache! Suddenly the phone is ringing, I thought it from my mak, macam thunderbird I lari amik phone atas katil… then actually it is not my mak…it is “JanganAngkat”?!!!.. huish.. I tak mo angkat, relief, I tak push button answer lagi.  I kept his number for safety purpose. Of course la, I got amnesia (ooopppss!...hmmm well that’s me… ^^v).. I don’t remember my contact… :D 

I named it “JANGANANGKAT”… (^_^)v… then I know the incoming call is from him… so what else I will do?... ignoring of course…ngeh3… (ok it is not funny. Stop giggling! I said stop!)… -_-! … am I that bad… I just don’t want to be known by him anymore… WHY?... wanna know WHY?... because I said so!... hohoho.. no la… it’s because I never meet him, I don’t really know him, although he’s introduced by my friend, I still don’t wanna take any risk for this kind of case. Well, readers in gender of female – you should know how it’s feel don’t you?... and readers on gender of male – i will not force you to put on our high heels… so don’t worry.

Hurmm… after all I wanna say “JANGANANGKAT” I’M SORRY for behave so, I.D.T.S that we can be ‘friend’ for any longer. (^_^)v … but don't worry... I’ll pray that Allah will send your true ‘tulang rusuk’..okay?..(buat baek plop..cait!)

p/s: I’m doing the insane… “JANGANANGKAT” don’t even know my blog address.. and the FB too…!...yeay!... what a good escape!!!!.... Thanks to Allah.. ^^v…

**I.D.T.S = I Don't Think So

**i do bergayut if i know who is on the phone.

**i don't like the way he talk. tak perlu perincian la kn.. shh... :x

**and the voice is...urrgghh!.. really DISLIKE!.... tak macam masculine... :x

**zhiexi... I THINK THAT ALL FOR NOW!... cukup-cukup... dosa ko harini kutuk org... T_T ...sape suruh tiba2 kol number ak... 

Bila boring, kite membaca! yeay!

gambar belakang umah mak mertua paksu... hehehe... sori yer sy snap! v

Sebenarnya zhiexi nk share sesuatu ngan readers. Harini zhiexi tak de kelas langsung… tapi zhiexi ngan kawan-kawan ade presentation NMAP-Network Mapper, tak paham takpe nanti readers buleh tanya pada encik google. Jadi pas habis presentation and lunch and solat, zhiexi pun lepak sorang-sorang kat bilik, roommate dah ke kelas, rumah pulak sunyi semacam jer… hehehe…  aman la juge…(^_^)…

Out of the blue, zhiexi terushar satu buku nih and nak terbace plak buku yang dah lame dibeli tu... ade la setahun, tapi tak penah bace pown… (terukz betulz!...+_+!) cian buku tu kan… tajuk buku tu “Bawa hatimu kepada Tuhan”. Buku tu zhiexi beli mase gi shopping ngan Acit (makcik tp sebab die cam muda walaupun tak berapa muda zhiexi rasa macam ade kakak), orang nak belanja kan kite pilih jer la ape nk…hahaha…(amik kesempatan disitu yer… :P).

Buku tu macam tebal la juge kan… so zhiexi xdelah nk citer dari kulit ke kulit… mau cramp jari jemariku nih…(@_@)!.... hohoho… zhiexi citer balik ape yg zhiexi paham pasal buku tu, bukannyer ape just masa baca buku tu zhiexi terpikir & terpanggil untuk kongsi ape yg zhiexi dapat harini… mungkin readers dah tahu pasal ni… tapi biasalah… human kan… mudah lupa…sebab tulah Allah utuskan para Nabi & Rasul untuk mengajar dan mengingatkn kita, tak cukup dengan itu, Allah bagi kita buku panduan hidup iaitu Al-Quran… tak ke kite yang haprak nih patut rasa bersyukur?!... selain tu kite juga disuruh untuk saling ingat-mengingati… bukan rindu-rinduan yang takde faedah tu… (semoga kite sentiasa dibawah rahmat ALLah…) ... daripada kome rindu kekasih haram kome tu, ce kome try pupuk rindu pada Allah & kekasih Allah...kan ke elok tu.

Mati itu pasti..omputeh cakap for sure. Kebanyakan masyarakat kite mengandaikan mati tu end of the world, memang pun end of the world... dah masuk kubur, dah tak buleh ke kuliah dah, dah tak bule layan bola tengah malam, nak bergayut ngan kekasih sampai pagi pun dah takde chance, nak mintak ampun ngan mak ayah pun dah tak sempat tau... (baek kome jage adab kome dari sekarang, mintak ampun selagi masih ada nyawa), dah tak dapat lepak ngan member-member kat kopitiam Pak Wan, assignment, exam, final year project dan lain-lain hal dunia dah tak payah pikir lagi dah. Tak ke syok macam tu… hah…tapi…ade tapi nyer… belum tersimpul mati.

Tapi, ia beginning bagi kehidupan baru di akhirat kn?...sebagai manusia yang kerdil dan lemah (jangan ingat kome besar kome tu kuat pulak yer...kome tetap kerdil & lemah!)... kite kene muhasabah diri… adakah masa hidup kite di dunia ni kite ade buat persiapan untuk menyambut hari mati?... bukan setakat sambut hari raya jer… contohnyer…  sanggup stay-up  untuk buat solat sunat tahajjut, taubat kepada Allah seperti mana kite sanggup stay-up untuk layan bola atau movie atau buat assignment?... sanggup focus membaca Al-Quran walau sebusy mana pun seperti kite sanggup mengupdate belog walaupun esoknyer kite ade exam, sanggup berabis duit & tenaga untuk berjihad dijalan Allah seperti mana kite sanggup berabis duit & tenaga untuk pergi menonton wayang, membeli pakaian yang berjenama & mahal dan belanja pakwe makwe makan di restoran mewah?...nk bagi seringgit kat peminta sedekah kat pasar malam pun kome pikir 5 kali sambil pusing pasar malam 5 kali…  itu tepuk dada tanyalah iman yer…

”Sesungguhnya alam kubur itu adalah tahap pertama bagi akhirat”.(Riwayat at-Tarmizi, Ibnu Majah & Al-Hakim)

So sekarang korang dah tahu yang kite hidup bukan hanya sekali… kite hidup dua kali… mati tu yang sekali… sebab selepas process kematian,  kite akan dihidupkan semula, dan saat itu… bermulalah kehidupan yang abadi… ha… kat sini baru lah buleh kate hidup selama-lamanye.. omputeh cakap forever and ever… bukan kat dunia! Paham readers sekalian?... (those who cannot understand please feel free to use google translate…(^^_)…eceh…

Zhiexi percaya yang setiap readers mesti ade pengalaman kehilangan saudara kan? Tak kisah la saudara yang dekat atau yang jauh… kite patut bersyukur sebab kite dipilih Allah (bukan terpilih tapi dipilih, sebab memang Allah dah pilih, takdir) untuk menghadapi ujian kehilangan, supaya kite sentiasa beringat kepada kematian, jadi lebih tabah, lebih hebat, tak ke gitu? Jadi, kalu kome setakat hilang pen sebatang tak payah la riuh satu rumah nih… haish…macam2…

/*Al-Fatihah… : amik masa sikit untuk sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada saudara-saudara & kawan-kawan yang telah dahului kite pergi menemui Allah. Semoga mereka ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Ingatlah yang kite bakal menyusul.*/

**kalau boleh, sedekah Al-Fatihah setiap hari selepas solat dan setiap kali kite teringat akan mereka.

p/s:

zhiexi takde niat nak bangkitkn emosi sedih atau kenangan pahit mana-mana readers… InsyaAllah takde niat macam tu dalam hati nih…

Ingatlah, MANUSIA YANG PALING BIJAK ADALAH MANUSIA YANG SENTIASA INGAT KEPADA HARI KEMATIAN DAN BERSIAP-SEDIA UNTUK MENGHADAPINYA – adakah kite sebahagian dari mereka?... kalu belum ringan-ringanknlah hati untuk menjadi ahlinya, pada yang sudah, jangan rasa selesa… sebab hidup ni tak lepas dari ujian dan godaan musuh ketat manusia.(kenal sape musuh ketat spesis manusia tu ape? =setan yg dilaknat)... 

Same-same beringat, zhiexi pun spesis manusia = mudah lupa = perlu diingat = pandai cakap, tak pandai buat = kiter serupa; (^^)v…