it's not kinnda of poem or lyrics... it's juz... a ramble...

time after time...

you take auniez's heart away...
she think she deserve something...
but you give her nothing...

how...?..
i don't know...

the day you went away...
auniezs' heart fade away...
why it should be that way...

should i say something anyway?...
i think i should...then i'll say,

"auniez's not gonna waste another moment is it?...prove it auniez...!!!"

zhiexi dedicated this 2nd zhiexi_ramble to a bird name auniez,
fly high... feel the air... live freely...
let go everything that bother you at the moment...~~~~

we are always by your side...

^i dont want nobody^

i don't want maj...
maj is all alone...
nobody...nobody...want maj...

maj is all alone...
lonely, crying inside...
crawling for love...
not in the mood...
always...talk to the hand...

but nobody nobody understand...

i don't want maj....
but maj need me...
only need a little love...
the endless love...

but nobody nobody want maj...

special dedication for her who live under the sea~~~~~

zhiexi_ramble (^_^)v

Kematian...

Kematian...

sesuatu yang pasti...
kita tidak dapat menduga
bilakah tarikh keramat itu akan tiba
dengan cara apakah ia datang..

Kematian...
kata lawan bagi kehidupan...
sesuatu yang sangat dapat mempengaruhi kehidupan insan...
suasana yang ceria bertukar suram...
kegembiraan bertukar kesedihan...

tawa riang bertukar tangisan...

begitukah kita menyambut kematian...?

tepulang kepada individu...

Kematian itu pasti... 
semua insan mengetahui hal itu....
tapi...masih...
masih takut menghdapinya....
kerana mereka sedar.... 
kematian bukan pengakhiran kehidupan....
kematian adalah titik permulaan kehidupan yang baru...
kehidupan yang tiada akhirnya... itulah kehidupan akhirat...

Kepada yang duluan pergi menemui Ilahi...
semoga sentiasa mendapat rahmat Allah disepanjang perjalanan...
semoga amalan yang dicatat disebelah kanan dapat dibuat bekalan...

Kepada yang masih belum pergi...
janganlah kalian leka (termasuk hamba yang melirik)...
persiapkan bekalan yang secukupnya... 
dan sentiasa mendoakan semoga perjalanan mereka-meraka yang pergi duluan lancar...

aku dengan spontan melirik... setelah mendengar berita bapa kepada kawan kuliah ku sudah pergi menemui Ilahi.... bersamalah kita sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada arwah...

dan tetiba aku teringatkan orang tua ku di kampung... sihatkah mereka..?... semoga Allah sentiasa melindungi kedua orang tua ku... aku masih belum bersedia untuk semua itu... mak ayah... along sayang kalian... jaga diri baik-baik... insyaAllah along akan sentiasa doakan mak ayah sentiasa dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik... murah rezeki... anak-anak yang soleh solehah.. diberi ketenangan jiwa... bahagia dunia akhirat.... dijauhkan dari segala bentuk maksiat dan niat jahat.... ameen.

~Out of the blue~

Salam... for this couple of days something pop-up and it shocked me... i dont understand why... why it should be happen that way?... i know it's very personal to ask...but then please if you wanna make it privately you should act privately not to boost-up your anger to others.... it shouldn't be that way....it is inappropriate... you got me?....huh?...hmmm... but then i'll try to be in your shoes... but still if i'm in your shoes InsyaAllah... i won't do that.... (-_-)....we are friends remember that...someday somehow... we will separate... please fill it with a good moment...as long as we got time together... because... i don't want to remember everything that is unhappy thing.... i did told you that before right... i hold grudge... i know i shouldn't.. and i'll try my best not to...