Tuesday, November 30, 2010

short but long...

Entry pendek yg tak berapa pendek…
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Salam. Morning readers… (morning  sebab masa ak menaip ni masih pagi… (^^)???)

In this short entry I just wanna say that “I AM SO SORRY”…  (^_^) …
Sorry for the words I use… it may break your heart, but I didn’t mean too…
Sorry for the bad vocabulary and grammar… although I learn both English & Bahasa Melayu since I was born… but it couldn’t help… :)
Sorry for being late when it comes to your birthday…
Sorry for being so rude… sometimes I don’t realize it was rude… poor me.. lack of knowledge.. hmmm
Sorry for not being a good friend… I know that i’m not good at anything…
Sorry for being too loud… I thought it could help bring-in a happy mood among us… but I was wrong…
Sorry for not being too friendly to your boyfriend … I just feel jealous maybe… he will take you away from me… hmmm…
Sorry for not always be there when you need the most… sometimes I miss the point how to read you…
Sorry for not being true to my feeling… I just don’t wanna to spoil our friendship… and I don’t wanna lose you as my friend…
Sorry for being nuts… it’s the only way I could forget my problem… and the only way I could be with you..
Sorry because I’m not the one who you can lean-on… because my shoulder is not always available for you…
Sorry because I’m not the one who you can trust… and I can’t force you to trust in me.. is it???.. :)
Sorry because i sign-up an account to create a blog... :) .. credit to yahoo.com & blogger.com
Sorry for all the entry posted… I just rambled it out.. most of it without thinking masak-masak… short minded  I guest… poor me… (--,)???
Sorry because you have to waste your time to read this.. and you got nothing to do with it…
Sorry because there is a link from your page to navigate me… :)
Sorry for this entry.. I promise to keep it short… but still you have to scroll-down…. (^_^)??
Sorry and Thanks for drop by… have a nice day.. may Allah bless you… (^_^) …
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cute is it???...

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Kopi ‘o’ panas roti keping tuna mayonis…

Salam..
Alo alo my lovely readers… ak rasa statistk readers ak dah slightly down….~~GONG~~… (sape suruh buat entry bowsan kn… hohoho…(T_T)???)
Aiyak!.... but it’s ok…  as long as I’m alive.. I will write whatever I like.. (ape la yg ak merapu ni kn.. adoooii~~~(~.~)???)
Hey, I wanna tell you  guys…. This is FINAL_EXAM weeks for all UNiSZAs… so all the best guys!.... Gambate Kudasai!.... well… this is my last final exam too.. hopefully… insyaAllah.. hehee.. scary la juge~~~
Here is my exam schedule:
22/11/10 - 11.30-2.00 Data Mining [Othman 03]
24/11/10 - 11.30-2.00 Web Application Security [Aishah 08]
29/11/10 - 2.30-5.00 Special Topics [Dewan Al-Mukhtafibillah Shah]
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how was it???... rase jeles tak???... 3 subjects jer kn... wuhuhuhu... tp killer beb... sbb supersenior kn.. 3 subjects + final year project... = bule kiok~~~...erk!... die~~~...(#_#)!?
Is it necessary to mention the exam schedule here??... urghh!... (suka hati I lah.. blogger.com tak cakap pape pun)… hihihi…(>.<)???
I’m having a dinner now… pasni bukak nota data mining mari balajar guys yg berkaitan!... :P … nampak tak jadual exam ak tu ade function??... yeay! .. ermm…. Having a dinner while updating tulipzlover.blogspot.com with a new entry???..  wooww… a multitasking is happening here~~~…nge~~~… sape lgi nk puji diri sendiri kalu bukan diri sendiri…. Wakakaka..
Ok that’s it… I think I’m done. InsyaAllah… the new entry is about data mining… gong~~~… hopefully I can make it… ngehngehngeh…
ini bukan kopi 'o' roti keping tuna mayonis yer... (^^) ...
p/s: tak dpt nk amk gmbar meals dinner.. camera da takde... adik ak da amik... nk guna... final sem katenyer... wuaaaa~~~

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Takmoangkat!


Salam readers!

We meet again today..hurmm…children… what is the day for today?... (teringat plak mase kecik2 pegi sekolah..pagi2 sebelum mula kelas mesti chekgu akan tanya soklan nih…readers ingat tak?.. ^^)… huhuu actually what I’m gonna share with you ols today is not about “THE GOOD OLD DAYs”…

It’is about “TAKMOANGKAT!”…huhuuhuh….a bit scary… I used to be friend with someone which I never met. Wowowo…wait… let me explain…it is not a blind date ok?... please…. :P …. (although I used to attend a blind date – it was when I’m in sekolah menengah ok.. ;p!... whatever…) … this guy introduced by one of my friend… actually i am not conformtable to be friend with someone who I never met before… uh.. berat hati la juge.. -_-!… but then, we keep on contact… I won't start any connection with him!.... of course!... tak caye u ols bule check my phone. No call out with his numbers accept call in. I bowsan whenever he called me… sorry to be frank… mau cair t*** telinga ak nih tahu tak?! …haish… dislike dislike… tapi borak nyer ntah pape… kejap-kejap… he sang a song & suddenly keep silent. What the heck is he trying to do?... I don’t have any clue, and no intention to think about it… whatever! And TODAY he is back!.... what a scary moment, while I reading on my journal for final year project – I got appointment with superviser tomorrow..ades... headache! Suddenly the phone is ringing, I thought it from my mak, macam thunderbird I lari amik phone atas katil… then actually it is not my mak…it is “JanganAngkat”?!!!.. huish.. I tak mo angkat, relief, I tak push button answer lagi.  I kept his number for safety purpose. Of course la, I got amnesia (ooopppss!...hmmm well that’s me… ^^v).. I don’t remember my contact… :D 

I named it “JANGANANGKAT”… (^_^)v… then I know the incoming call is from him… so what else I will do?... ignoring of course…ngeh3… (ok it is not funny. Stop giggling! I said stop!)… -_-! … am I that bad… I just don’t want to be known by him anymore… WHY?... wanna know WHY?... because I said so!... hohoho.. no la… it’s because I never meet him, I don’t really know him, although he’s introduced by my friend, I still don’t wanna take any risk for this kind of case. Well, readers in gender of female – you should know how it’s feel don’t you?... and readers on gender of male – i will not force you to put on our high heels… so don’t worry.

Hurmm… after all I wanna say “JANGANANGKAT” I’M SORRY for behave so, I.D.T.S that we can be ‘friend’ for any longer. (^_^)v … but don't worry... I’ll pray that Allah will send your true ‘tulang rusuk’..okay?..(buat baek plop..cait!)

p/s: I’m doing the insane… “JANGANANGKAT” don’t even know my blog address.. and the FB too…!...yeay!... what a good escape!!!!.... Thanks to Allah.. ^^v…

**I.D.T.S = I Don't Think So
**i do bergayut if i know who is on the phone.
**i don't like the way he talk. tak perlu perincian la kn.. shh... :x
**and the voice is...urrgghh!.. really DISLIKE!.... tak macam masculine... :x
**zhiexi... I THINK THAT ALL FOR NOW!... cukup-cukup... dosa ko harini kutuk org... T_T ...sape suruh tiba2 kol number ak... 

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Bila boring, kite membaca! yeay!

gambar belakang umah mak mertua paksu... hehehe... sori yer sy snap! v
Sebenarnya zhiexi nk share sesuatu ngan readers. Harini zhiexi tak de kelas langsung… tapi zhiexi ngan kawan-kawan ade presentation NMAP-Network Mapper, tak paham takpe nanti readers buleh tanya pada encik google. Jadi pas habis presentation and lunch and solat, zhiexi pun lepak sorang-sorang kat bilik, roommate dah ke kelas, rumah pulak sunyi semacam jer… hehehe…  aman la juge…(^_^)…

Out of the blue, zhiexi terushar satu buku nih and nak terbace plak buku yang dah lame dibeli tu... ade la setahun, tapi tak penah bace pown… (terukz betulz!...+_+!) cian buku tu kan… tajuk buku tu Bawa hatimu kepada Tuhan. Buku tu zhiexi beli mase gi shopping ngan Acit (makcik tp sebab die cam muda walaupun tak berapa muda zhiexi rasa macam ade kakak), orang nak belanja kan kite pilih jer la ape nk…hahaha…(amik kesempatan disitu yer… :P).

Buku tu macam tebal la juge kan… so zhiexi xdelah nk citer dari kulit ke kulit… mau cramp jari jemariku nih…(@_@)!.... hohoho… zhiexi citer balik ape yg zhiexi paham pasal buku tu, bukannyer ape just masa baca buku tu zhiexi terpikir & terpanggil untuk kongsi ape yg zhiexi dapat harini… mungkin readers dah tahu pasal ni… tapi biasalah… human kan… mudah lupa…sebab tulah Allah utuskan para Nabi & Rasul untuk mengajar dan mengingatkn kita, tak cukup dengan itu, Allah bagi kita buku panduan hidup iaitu Al-Quran… tak ke kite yang haprak nih patut rasa bersyukur?!... selain tu kite juga disuruh untuk saling ingat-mengingati… bukan rindu-rinduan yang takde faedah tu… (semoga kite sentiasa dibawah rahmat ALLah…) ... daripada kome rindu kekasih haram kome tu, ce kome try pupuk rindu pada Allah & kekasih Allah...kan ke elok tu.

Mati itu pasti..omputeh cakap for sure. Kebanyakan masyarakat kite mengandaikan mati tu end of the world, memang pun end of the world... dah masuk kubur, dah tak buleh ke kuliah dah, dah tak bule layan bola tengah malam, nak bergayut ngan kekasih sampai pagi pun dah takde chance, nak mintak ampun ngan mak ayah pun dah tak sempat tau... (baek kome jage adab kome dari sekarang, mintak ampun selagi masih ada nyawa), dah tak dapat lepak ngan member-member kat kopitiam Pak Wan, assignment, exam, final year project dan lain-lain hal dunia dah tak payah pikir lagi dah. Tak ke syok macam tu… hah…tapi…ade tapi nyer… belum tersimpul mati.

Tapi, ia beginning bagi kehidupan baru di akhirat kn?...sebagai manusia yang kerdil dan lemah (jangan ingat kome besar kome tu kuat pulak yer...kome tetap kerdil & lemah!)... kite kene muhasabah diri… adakah masa hidup kite di dunia ni kite ade buat persiapan untuk menyambut hari mati?... bukan setakat sambut hari raya jer… contohnyer…  sanggup stay-up  untuk buat solat sunat tahajjut, taubat kepada Allah seperti mana kite sanggup stay-up untuk layan bola atau movie atau buat assignment?... sanggup focus membaca Al-Quran walau sebusy mana pun seperti kite sanggup mengupdate belog walaupun esoknyer kite ade exam, sanggup berabis duit & tenaga untuk berjihad dijalan Allah seperti mana kite sanggup berabis duit & tenaga untuk pergi menonton wayang, membeli pakaian yang berjenama & mahal dan belanja pakwe makwe makan di restoran mewah?...nk bagi seringgit kat peminta sedekah kat pasar malam pun kome pikir 5 kali sambil pusing pasar malam 5 kali…  itu tepuk dada tanyalah iman yer…

Sesungguhnya alam kubur itu adalah tahap pertama bagi akhirat.(Riwayat at-Tarmizi, Ibnu Majah & Al-Hakim)

So sekarang korang dah tahu yang kite hidup bukan hanya sekali… kite hidup dua kali… mati tu yang sekali… sebab selepas process kematian,  kite akan dihidupkan semula, dan saat itu… bermulalah kehidupan yang abadi… ha… kat sini baru lah buleh kate hidup selama-lamanye.. omputeh cakap forever and ever… bukan kat dunia! Paham readers sekalian?... (those who cannot understand please feel free to use google translate…(^^_)…eceh…

Zhiexi percaya yang setiap readers mesti ade pengalaman kehilangan saudara kan? Tak kisah la saudara yang dekat atau yang jauh… kite patut bersyukur sebab kite dipilih Allah (bukan terpilih tapi dipilih, sebab memang Allah dah pilih, takdir) untuk menghadapi ujian kehilangan, supaya kite sentiasa beringat kepada kematian, jadi lebih tabah, lebih hebat, tak ke gitu? Jadi, kalu kome setakat hilang pen sebatang tak payah la riuh satu rumah nih… haish…macam2…

/*Al-Fatihah… : amik masa sikit untuk sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada saudara-saudara & kawan-kawan yang telah dahului kite pergi menemui Allah. Semoga mereka ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Ingatlah yang kite bakal menyusul.*/

**kalau boleh, sedekah Al-Fatihah setiap hari selepas solat dan setiap kali kite teringat akan mereka.

p/s:
zhiexi takde niat nak bangkitkn emosi sedih atau kenangan pahit mana-mana readers… InsyaAllah takde niat macam tu dalam hati nih…

Ingatlah, MANUSIA YANG PALING BIJAK ADALAH MANUSIA YANG SENTIASA INGAT KEPADA HARI KEMATIAN DAN BERSIAP-SEDIA UNTUK MENGHADAPINYA – adakah kite sebahagian dari mereka?... kalu belum ringan-ringanknlah hati untuk menjadi ahlinya, pada yang sudah, jangan rasa selesa… sebab hidup ni tak lepas dari ujian dan godaan musuh ketat manusia.(kenal sape musuh ketat spesis manusia tu ape? =setan yg dilaknat)... 

Same-same beringat, zhiexi pun spesis manusia = mudah lupa = perlu diingat = pandai cakap, tak pandai buat = kiter serupa; (^^)v…

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Bersepah!

kekeliruan terjadi pada neuron kepala otak aku nih...pening tol...


dua das tembakan menusuk hati...ak cedera...sakit...adoyai...


pisau roti menghiris  tangan...padah oleh kesalahan yg dilakukan...perghh...


mercun bunga api... sengaja diletup-letupkan sebelah telinga... ak terjentat... benci tol...


hurmmm... zhiexi serabut...

p/s:
mula-mula xnk post gambo nih...malu meja bersepah... tp ape nk dimalukan meja aku memang bersepah...hahaha...

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Be Good...(^^,)v...

Be Good...

Be good to your Islam,
Be good to your Muhammad,
Be good to your parents,
Be good to your broters and sisters,
Be good to your auntie and uncle,
Be good to your neighbour,
Be good to your teacher,
Be good to your friends,
Be good to yourself,

and InsyaAllah Allah will be good to you.

Is it important to be good?...

Yes of course!
you might be don't see the impact on you now,
but you'll understand,
as the time goes by...
and once you understand it, 
you'll automatically 
will be good to everything around you...
even to a very little creature...(^^,)...

Have a nice Ramadhan!

Monday, August 9, 2010

calculator owh calculator...(--,)!

calculator owh calculator,

why do you do this to me?
why you leave me when i need you the most?
where were you when i miss you so much?

you promise me that you will always stand by me
for whatever reason it is...

but now... you don't keep your words!

calculator owh calculator,

the day you leave me,
i feel lost, 
i look for you everywhere...
i look for you the whole night...
but you are not there...

i am sad...worrying...

i wonder...
what would my live be without you


i am totally dead...

until i meet you again...
you had change my live... i feel relief!

calculator owh calculator...
thank you for save the day!!!

actually i got a quiz tomorrow and my calculator is dead (battery exhausted!) ...(@_@)!...

Sunday, August 8, 2010

not understanding?!

"you don't understand me...?"

you said that i don't understand you?...
so, i guest you understand me more huh?!
so, you know me well?
you know what i really want?
you know what is in the world i want and need the most?

and you said i don't understand you?...

hurm, to be truth...
i really want you to understand me more than i do...
so, i pretend that i never understand you..

but then you said that i don't understand you?...

hurm...what else can i say...


is this brain image got something to do with UNDERSTANDING ramble?... you'll decide...will you?...he3...(^^.)v..

Friday, July 30, 2010

Lepak-Lepak TTI...(^^)




Salam.....it has been a long time since i ever post any update news for my tulipzlover...hehehe...

Last week me and my friend having so much fun!... what a very wonderful day we had... we went to Taman Tamadun Islam.(please click if you insist to know more)..!.. wonderful is it?!...hahahaha.... for those who never been there, hurry-up make sure it is in your holiday trip plan... don't miss every single monumen in there or you will regret!....hoohoho...here are some picture i would like to share with my readers...enjoy!...(^^)...

this is us!...from left cik nurul, cik fieza, cik lily, cik ana and cik zhiexi (me la tu...ahaks!)


you got to pay for this before you can enter to the Taman Monumen...This is the TRAVEL PASSPORT!...  



that's it for now...can't upload too much...it will slow-down the loading time....hehehe....i'll catch you later...with more excited reading material...(excited ker....=P)..up to you to judge!...da...(^_^)...

Thursday, April 15, 2010

it's not kinnda of poem or lyrics... it's juz... a ramble...

time after time...

you take auniez's heart away...
she think she deserve something...
but you give her nothing...

how...?..
i don't know...

the day you went away...
auniezs' heart fade away...
why it should be that way...

should i say something anyway?...
i think i should...then i'll say,

"auniez's not gonna waste another moment is it?...prove it auniez...!!!"

zhiexi dedicated this 2nd zhiexi_ramble to a bird name auniez,
fly high... feel the air... live freely...
let go everything that bother you at the moment...~~~~

we are always by your side...

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

^i dont want nobody^

i don't want maj...
maj is all alone...
nobody...nobody...want maj...

maj is all alone...
lonely, crying inside...
crawling for love...
not in the mood...
always...talk to the hand...

but nobody nobody understand...

i don't want maj....
but maj need me...
only need a little love...
the endless love...

but nobody nobody want maj...

special dedication for her who live under the sea~~~~~

zhiexi_ramble (^_^)v

Kematian...

Kematian...
sesuatu yang pasti...
kita tidak dapat menduga
bilakah tarikh keramat itu akan tiba
dengan cara apakah ia datang..

Kematian...
kata lawan bagi kehidupan...
sesuatu yang sangat dapat mempengaruhi kehidupan insan...
suasana yang ceria bertukar suram...
kegembiraan bertukar kesedihan...
tawa riang bertukar tangisan...
begitukah kita menyambut kematian...?
tepulang kepada individu...

Kematian itu pasti... 
semua insan mengetahui hal itu....
tapi...masih...
masih takut menghdapinya....
kerana mereka sedar.... 
kematian bukan pengakhiran kehidupan....
kematian adalah titik permulaan kehidupan yang baru...
kehidupan yang tiada akhirnya... itulah kehidupan akhirat...

Kepada yang duluan pergi menemui Ilahi...
semoga sentiasa mendapat rahmat Allah disepanjang perjalanan...
semoga amalan yang dicatat disebelah kanan dapat dibuat bekalan...

Kepada yang masih belum pergi...
janganlah kalian leka (termasuk hamba yang melirik)...
persiapkan bekalan yang secukupnya... 
dan sentiasa mendoakan semoga perjalanan mereka-meraka yang pergi duluan lancar...

aku dengan spontan melirik... setelah mendengar berita bapa kepada kawan kuliah ku sudah pergi menemui Ilahi.... bersamalah kita sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada arwah...

dan tetiba aku teringatkan orang tua ku di kampung... sihatkah mereka..?... semoga Allah sentiasa melindungi kedua orang tua ku... aku masih belum bersedia untuk semua itu... mak ayah... along sayang kalian... jaga diri baik-baik... insyaAllah along akan sentiasa doakan mak ayah sentiasa dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik... murah rezeki... anak-anak yang soleh solehah.. diberi ketenangan jiwa... bahagia dunia akhirat.... dijauhkan dari segala bentuk maksiat dan niat jahat.... ameen.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

~Out of the blue~

Salam... for this couple of days something pop-up and it shocked me... i dont understand why... why it should be happen that way?... i know it's very personal to ask...but then please if you wanna make it privately you should act privately not to boost-up your anger to others.... it shouldn't be that way....it is inappropriate... you got me?....huh?...hmmm... but then i'll try to be in your shoes... but still if i'm in your shoes InsyaAllah... i won't do that.... (-_-)....we are friends remember that...someday somehow... we will separate... please fill it with a good moment...as long as we got time together... because... i don't want to remember everything that is unhappy thing.... i did told you that before right... i hold grudge... i know i shouldn't.. and i'll try my best not to...

Monday, February 1, 2010

SUTERA~~~

salam.. aloha friends... it has been quite long since i didnt post any entry...
again... another training for another tournament... it called SUTERA == Sukan Terengganu... it is not a kind of fabric or a type of textiles of course... hmmm.....then after this tournament me and my archery team will fight for another games...MASUM == Majlis Sukan Universiti...haish... quite tired actually... but i'll keep thinking that this is the last... before i get retired.. (^_^)v ... hope that me and my team will brought something... *wink2...

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Transaction Server

Transaction server... hurm... how to configure it? readers please... any?...